Friday, September 14, 2007

Goodbye, for now...

I have decided to temporarily stop blogging.


Why?


The answer is simultaneously, 'I have no idea' and 'waaay too many reasons to explain'.


I've been toying with the idea of stopping blogging for a good few months now, but something always comes up which I have to blog about...and then I've started all over again!


I do really like blogging but...I just feel this time that I really do want to stop, and step back.



I will probably write again in a few weeks, and that'll be to either...



a) end all blogging completely. But that would be sad!





b) resume normal blogging activities on here





c) resume normal blogging activities but on a new password protected blog, which will be open to pretty much anyone who asks for the password.


As my life is changing I would really like to write more personal specific stuff about myself and my life on my blog, but I'm finding myself increasingly uncomfortable with the idea that I don't know who might be reading my posts...I never used to care, but for various reasons now I do....so the thought of having a password protected blog is very appealing.

I'd be happy giving the password to pretty much anyone who asks, whether I know them "in real life" or not.

It's not that I want to know who is reading my blog, it's more that I want to know who isn't reading!


So yeh, I've just decided to stop blogging for now, while I have a think!





I thought I'd let people know, so that you don't keep bothering to check back here every day, as it will probably be quiet for a few weeks.


But I'll still be surfing your blogs!

God Bless!


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Sunday, September 09, 2007

60 years



I'm back from my weekend with Chris's extended family, as we celebrated 60 years of marriage of his paternal grandparents!

Chris's grandad actually proposed to his grandmother 7 years before they got married.

They had to delay their marriage because of World War II, and he was shipped off to fight...so if they HAD actually got married when grandad had first proposed, they would've been married nearly 70 years by now!!

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One other cool thing, their 60th wedding anniversary coincides with my 2 year anniversary of Chris proposing to me!

So it was kinda sweet to share an anniversary of sorts with them!
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It was a very fun weekend and just over 50 relatives came to the celebrations.



We all went to Mass first, where his grandparents renewed their marriage vows (..in the same Church Chris & I got married in!).
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It was soo sweet because Chris's grandmother had a bouquet with the same flowers she had on her wedding day....white roses and white heather!

and she held it all during the Mass like a bride!

SO SO SWEET!



After Mass there was a big reception at a local hotel, with lots of food, lots of speeches, lots of children and lots of fun!





The food


Me with some of the younger cousins



Chris & his little cousin, who apparently looks just like Chris did when he was little!


(here is a blog post from last year I did with Chris's baby & childhood pictures!!)


also GUESS WHAT?!

HER MAJESTY THE QUEEN also celebrated her 60th wedding anniversary this year, and so Chris's grandparents were sent a personalised congratulations card from QUEEN ELIZABETH!!





NO JOKE!!
Here it is:





All is all, a fun weekend!

It was great to see Chris's family again!

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Friday, September 07, 2007

away for the weekend


Just a quick note to say that I probably won't be posting this weekend as I'm going away.
Chris's paternal grandparents are celebrating their 60th wedding anniversary (which is diamond!) and so there is a big family reunion & party in their hometown.
His grandparents had 5 children, and each of them have 2-4 children...and some of them are married with their own babies.....so lots of people!
just thought i'd let you know!
Bye for now!
-x-
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Tuesday, September 04, 2007

No longer homeless!!

Okay, so technically we were never 'homeless' ....but we were starting to talk about which bridge we would live under should we never find a new house!





However, now we have a new house to move into!

yippeeeeeeeeee


(those who've managed to trawl through my drivel on here for the last few weeks will remember that Chris & I are having to leave this house in mid-Sept, but were finding it difficult to find anywhere decent/in the right area/of the right price to move into)



BUT NOW ST. JOSEPH HAS FOUND US SOMEWHERE

and it is THE BEST HOUSE we've seen!


It is so perfect it's boardering on unbelievable! I'm honestly not exaggerating!

(ahh....Divine Intervention, it always leaves you speechless!)


and it's not even a grotty flat...it's a proper house! With 2 bedrooms, a living room, a dining room, a GARDEN, a shed, a brand new kitchen, with shiny cupboards, a fridge-freezer, a really nice bathroom with an airing closet!


It even has a little coat cupboard to hang coats, and to store shoes!!


Yes! A coat cupboard!! Oh, I'm in love!


and the new land-lady is amazingly nice! She is buying the house a new boiler, having all the carpets shampooed, new mattress, even having the sofas steam cleaned before we move in!


and the carpets are nice and clean, the walls are clean, no mould in the bathroom.....!

I am sooo excited about moving it!!



No longer contemplating living in a cardboard box!

THANK YOU GOD!!

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Monday, September 03, 2007

Down

I'm feeling a little blue at the moment.

I have a number of relations, whose life choices I find deeply deeply upsetting.


(I just want to say this has nothing to do with my brother, who is a total angel).
( I just say that cos some people who read my blog know him personally)


I get so distressed at thinking of the people I love, who are living in mortal sin; offending poor sweet Jesus and damaging their own lives.

and all because they are following the same old lies of Satan, as proclaimed by our irreligious society.

Satan wants people to sin!
Satan wants people to offend God!
Satan wants souls to end up in Hell.


God is more good than we can imagine or understand
God loves us more than we can believe
God wants us to be with Him forever in the bliss of Heaven
God gave us a Church, the Catholic Church, to proclaim His truths, and to administer His graces to help us live in the way that is best for us


I'm not talking about non-Catholics, but Catholics who are consciously rejecting the Church's teachings to their own detriment, and it is so painful to see them living in such a way.


Promiscuity, fornication ( that means sex before marriage), contraception, cohabitation, superficial vanity....recieving Our Lord in Communion despite being in mortal sin.



Living as the Church teaches, which is in in accordance with God's will, is the unparalled best way to live; it is the way which brings incomparable deep joy and peace, and grace.

It brings a happiness which is long lasting and profound, and not based on the shakey transient passing circumstances of one's life.

It is the way which allows one to grow in holiness, to deepen one' s relationship with Christ, and to live in hope and joy.

Loving Jesus more and more authentically brings a joy to the soul that nothing else in this life can bring.

That is the point of existance.

And once you have that as the central point of your daily life, everything else falls beautifully into place.

Of couse, that's not to say there won't be difficulties....but our attitude and response to them is very different.


After all, God made us, so He knows how we can be happiest, and that happiness is attained by living as He teaches, and striving to Love Him more each day!

It is deluded arrogance which believes WE know best, and especially when that is in direct opposition to the way God teaches.

and unfortunatly, the saddest part, is that our pig-headed stubborn pride and arrogance will always leave us EMPTY and restless, and very much unhappy.



It really distresses me so much, to the point of tears, when I think of the world, but especially my relations (by blood and marriage) , who are missing out on so much good in life, because they are kidding themselves that their life choices aren't wrong.


I know lots of people who have 'reverted' back to the Church after years in the lapsed wilderness, not having lived as the Church teaches.

and you know what they all always say?


If only I had known this when I was younger!

If only someone had told me the truth about contraception! (that's one you very often hear)

If only someone had told me!



But when you try to tell them, they don't want to listen!


I just want to say "STOP IT!!! For the sake of your own soul, and for Him who loves you so much, please stop offending Jesus!"


I am a firm believer that God's grace is more powerful than anything, and can over come anything, so there is always hope.
But in the meanwhile; it is so distressing.


I was advised by a Priest to offer up such distress to Jesus, and to unite it to the intense pain He feels when one of us, His sheep, intentionally goes astray, and unpityingly continues to offends Him.

So let us make an effort to love Jesus as much as our hearts can manage, with every action, word and deed, so as to make up to Him, for all the offences of others.

:-(


and let us PRAY.


Not even my chocolate chip and apple cake can cheer me up.


This is the prayer the Angel told the 3 little children at Fatima;

The angel prayed it to God with His forehead bowed low & touching the ground.

It's a powerful prayer if prayed with a sincere heart.




MY GOD; I BELIEVE, I ADORE, I HOPE & I LOVE YOU
I ASK YOUR PARDON FOR THOSE WHO DO NOT BELIEVE, DO NOT ADORE DO NOT HOPE, AND DO NOT LOVE YOU
MOST HOLY TRINITY; FATHER, SON & HOLY SPIRIT,
I ADORE YOU PROFOUNDLY
AND I OFFER YOU THE MOST PRECIOUS BODY, BLOOD, SOUL & DIVINITY OF JESUS CHRIST,
PRESENT IN ALL THE TABERNACLES OF THE WORLD
IN REPARATION FOR THE OUTRAGES, SACRILEGES AND OFFENCES
WITH WITH HE HIMSELF IS OFFENDED
AND THROUGH THE INFINITE MERITS OF HIS MOST SACRED HEART, AND THE IMMACULATE HEART OF MARY, I BEG OF YOU THE CONVERSION OF POOR SINNERS
AMEN


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Sunday, September 02, 2007

Not sure why...

...I volunteered to run in a 1.7 mile charity race in a few weeks. (that's 2.74 km)







I barely even know how to run at all!

Cycling I can do, no problemo, I'm even pretty good at power-walking (I used to do about an hour 3 times a week in Canada)

...but running.....not a fan!




and the worst part, for the little Miss Super-Lazy that I am, is that I am in a TEAM, meaning I can't drop out, or my whole team has to drop out!
Also, if I'm awful, then the whole team suffers!

(but it's a run for a hospice, so the aim of the run is not really to 'win' but more to raise money)


Today I decided I need to start some kind of training regimen so that I don't collapse of exhaustion/embarrass myself/injure myself/make my team lose really badly.



My personal trainer, Chris, decided to get my started by taking me jogging 'to the end of the road' and back.


Well, let's just say I stopped about 5 times during that 1.4 mile practice......and had to walk sections....


oh dear.

Also, I somehow managed to injure my shoulder while running!

How is that possible?! (no, I didn't fall!)


My trainer said running was "all about one's mind-set" and you have to get into the right fame of mind

...maybe he's right as, psychologically I had already given up before starting!


Also, when I got home I had a massive slice of my carrot cake from the other day, and covered it in the super fattening (but OH-SO-DELICIOUS) cream-cheese icing.....only 75 bajillion calories there! That should help with tomorrow's running....

(on a separate note...the carrot cake & cream-cheese icing I mentioned a few posts ago turned out REALLY REALLY well! Seriously if I can bake edible food, anyone can do it!)


Anyway, I still have 21 days to improve my running stamina.....watch this space!!




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Ryan Air

Anyone who's been to England/Europe in the last 6 years will almost certainly heard of RyanAir....the low buget airlines that flies all over Europe for super cheap

(if you book at the right time!)


Well today I booked myself some airline tickets with RyanAir.
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"But you've only just landed back from Canada!" I hear you cry!
Indeed this is true, but my cousin is getting married in Italy this October, and there is NO WAY I am missing it!
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(for those of you who've been reading my blog a while...it was her dad who was found dead completely unexpectadly November 2005.)
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and guess what?
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My flight tickets were only 1p each way to Italy!!! (that's 2 cents!)
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a grant total of 2p to fly return to Italy! (4 cents)
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no joke!
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However, they did then add on 40 pounds of various airport taxes (that's 80$)....but still, it's about half the price of a train ticket to visit my in-laws!
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Now all I have to do is decide what to wear.....hmmm...autumn in Italy...could be gloriously sunny with all the orange, yellow and golden leaves....or it could be grey and rainy...
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